[Verse 1]:
I feel the changes
No its never easy
Flipping pages I'm aimless
These feelings abstaining
These thoughts I'm containing
My mind just keep fading
These thoughts they keep racing its crazy
Thinking how
My mind is far from stainless
I can really feel it falling further
Chasing for a reason I could never toss yo way
And even if I did, what the fuck would you say?
Not shit
Cause its so unreal
When your life concealed
When the truth revealed
You better hope you can
Find you some peace
Cause nobody will suffer but
you when the circles repeats
So I take a moment
Yeah I'm done with smoking
Think I'm joking?
Well peep the motive
I was done with choking
Really stuck and hoping
I would stand up
To how I was coping
But no one noticed
I was down in my lowest mind

[Verse 2]:
But what can I say?
All I know, demons are real
Caging these feelings
They eat what I feel
If you told me this years ago
I wouldn't care what you say
Prolly still wouldn't
But I know its not okay
I need a change
Need something new
Something different
I'm so sick of the muse
Old inspiration I'm tired of using it
Loosing the meaning get stuck in misusing it wait
Holding myself to a standard is difficult
Really when I got no clue what is typical
Waiting for better days maybe a miracle
Really its up to me doing the minimal
I lack the vision
Aphantasia got me stuck but I listen
Maybe different if I tried it consistent
No one dissin'
But I feel like I'm missing a piece to myself

[Verse 3]:
Please leave me alone
Fuck the reason
I'm so sick of yo tone
I'm never known to leave these feelings alone
I keep meddling
Cheddar chasing
I'm a veteran
Never let the problems
Settle in
Hoping the problems ain't chronic
But really its comic and common knowledge
That the toxic is part of the problem
So take your time to notice all of the logic
They say it is what it is
But really I'm on 10
Building pressure with every second
I see the yang and yin feel like
Subtle feelings through the ceiling
What I'm dealing? Am I healing?
Appealing to live a better life
Stay sober gain closure
Get closer to myself
I'll better my health
Never run outta wealth
Cause I get it from my soul